another one of those.

ANOTHER ATTENTION DEFICIT BLOG. bewaaaaare!

oh my goodness. i have creaky joints!! ahh! i'm like halmuni status right now. people in my english class know because i get "hermoine granger status" when i raise my hand. i raise it so fast and suddenly that i crack my arm everytime and everyone around me laughs *shame* *embarrassment* haha. maybe it's because i grew so fast in 7th grade? or maybe because i dont drink milk? i do not know. but it's LOUD.

i have been listening to peace love & ice cream by younha on loop for about 1 hour. haha its such a happy pretty song. i just realized that i do this A LOT. i listen to songs i like on loop or a playlist of songs im into at the moment on loop and it doesn't even bother me.

OH! i finished my "bangin' college essay on height" that i talked about a while ago. it's my common app essay. I AM SO PROUD OF IT. but it sounds a bit too laidback? well, my cousin proofread it for me and he said it was fine. but seriously, it sounds just like one of my blogs. maybe a step less informal but thats it. hmm, i guess it shows "the real me" then?

one day im going to write about my room. haha i've come up with a list-- not really a list but a "gathering" of topics that i want to blog because i always forget. so anytime i think of something that i really wanna blog about i jot it down on the nearest piece of scratch paper. haha, so i basically have random things like "dad" "room" "book" written on random and, at times, important pieces of paper.

IM APPLYING FOR AN INTERNSHIP! people are all "wth? but youre doing apps already. you wont be able to put that on your college app."
...hm, what does this prove? THAT EVERYTHING WE TEENS DO IS FOR THE ULTIMATE PRIZE OF "COLLEGE APP GLORIFICATION"!! loll, but in all seriousness. i am PUMPED for this internship. i've got all my fingers toes and joints crossed!

oh. saaad. i was having a conversation with paikforehead on aim right now and i went to reply to something she said and she'd signed off. haha, i know she's going to be reading this so yes, i purposely wrote about you, forehead i mean, friend. she's a blog readin' addict. lol, she actually has the tenacity and willpower to not start a blog during college apps. very admirable.

i took more subject tests last saturday. all the way at redondo union high. that school is SO big. and rich? theyre making a new pool, have an electrical marquee sign thingy, and have a billion tennis courts, oh and that fake grass stuff on their football field which means eerily green grass. i always like to think "what would my life have been like if i had ______________ instead of ___________" like what if i had stayed in torrance instead of moving to pv? what if i still lived in northridge?? what if i went to pvis instead of ridgecrest? et ceteraaaa. so interesting to think even the littlest things could have affected your life. like in that one movie benjamin button when the girl gets hit by the car it goes over like "if the driver had finished his cup of coffee, if that man had not forgotten his wallet..... then the cab would have missed her" but the driver didn't finish his coffee and the man forgot his wallet and went back to get it and the girl was hit by the cab and had to give up her dream of becoming a prima dona. mind bogglin'

my little brother went to the circus on sunday. i think it was cirque de solei (?) but he brought back the dvd and is watching it right now. it is SO crazy. i wonder how they actually practice for that? theres one part where these two guys are in like hamster wheels, but there are two on the ends of a long towerish thing and its spinning in circles with their momentum. anyways, they basically jump in (while it's moving, mind you) and do tricks inside and flips and balance each other. then, they jump onto the OUTSIDE of the circle, which is also spinning. and run and flip and jump. and then they JUMPROPE! theyre doing things i cant even do on flat, still ground. and then one of the clowns is supposed to be jumproping really quickly but he gets tangled and he literally stumbles and almost falls off. SO SCARY. i thought it was intentional but apparently he legitimately messed up. how must that feel? sheesh. one mistake and you're dead.


okay, im done. haha, crime&punishment is calling to me. i actually like that book.
GNIGHT EVERYONE!



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paikforehead's response to this blog:

forehead: YAY
forehead: I AM MENTIONED IN YOUR BLOG
forehead: my creepy love for you has exponentially increased !!!


creepy? yes. fullofherself? maybe. HAHAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING!!
shes gonna get mad at me for saying that.