this will be a blog deficient of attention.

good evening.
today was super hot. driving in a notsogood car when it's hot sucks.

today in statistics, we were talking about density curves and how they reflect probability of choices. it's pretty hard to sum up in words but basically, it's not the percentage of x things, it's the percentage of the probability that you'll pick that x thing out of a general population/group/number. eh, too confusing.. anywhoo, getting to the real poin. so today in class, our teacher tried to illustrate it to us(we were having a hard time grasping the idea) by making examples. so she suddenly goes "MICHELLE!" and mindyou, i was so absorbed in trying to understand what she was saying i didn't even realize she said my name. ha, it might also be because usually there is one other michelle in my class. but it took me a while but i responded with a very confused "whaa?" and she asked me, very straightforward-ly, "how tall are you?" (i've never heard that one before..) and i responded, "5'11"??" and she starts questioning me about how tall i am compared to my friends, my family, my mom, my cousins, my aunts, my uncles, and the list never ends. i was so so so scared. that teacher scares the eff outta me. then she just gives up on the whole example after thought raping me claiming "never mind, i dont think i can word this correctly"
uh. OKAY?.. but later in the period she brings it up agains and says, oh what was the word she used... she called me a, i forget the word, but it's basically synonomous to anamoly, outcast, freak. and i was like WTF?! lol but i think she was just trying to say that i am a freak of an asian because i am tall. yay

point of excessively long story: i really dont like being tall. and being tall has had a big impact on my life.
thus, i am in the process of writing a bangin' college essay about how my perception of height has more or less defined my life. exciting.


afterschool, i dunked my feet in the bathtub and it felt really good. then i tried to make a whirlpool by walking in circles quickly. this resulted in a) me almost slipping and cracking my head open b) a huge watery mess in my moms bathroom and c) pride when the loofa went round and round with my brain loll.


i went to my little brother's back to school nigh in lieu of my dad.
geeeeez those are so boring. i dont think i wanna go when im a parent. except i probably will because by then our children's education will be 100% holographic and technologic. and that will be cool. haha


tomorow is my birthday. but really. TODAY is my birthday. oooh. since i was born in korea, technically this moment is part of my "day of birth" because it's my birthday in korea huh. or is that not how it works. is it just the date that you were born is when you celebrate. if it's the former, i've just wasted a hefty chunk of my birthday listening to 6th grade teachers talk about how 6th grade is a "transition time".



tomorow, to celebrate my birthday, i will write a birthday wishlist of all the things people will never be able to get me :)

until then.
goodnight