friendship.

i think friendship is beautiful
but friendship is also so COMPLICATED.

ive been having some "issues" with one of my closest friends.
and it makes me so sad. well i guess they arent really issues, im not exactly sure what's going on.

what do you do if one of your closest friends suddenly stops talking to you and avoids you? what do you do if you know you haven't done anything wrong?
-do you leave them alone? "maybe shes going through a hard time and doesnt feel like talking"
no, if we are/were such good friends, she shouldn't be scared to tell me right?
-do you speak up and tell them how you feel? "because we're such good friends, i should be allowed to speak my mind"
no, maybe she really IS going through tough times and i should give her space. or maybe i'm blowing things completely out of proportion.


who knows.
i sure as hell dont.