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i have soo many tests tomorow and what am i doing?
ohhh the usual, facebooking, aiming, and now BLOGGING.
hooray. pat on the back for me.

i dont even know why i keep a blog. its updated so sporadically someone reading wont even learn anything about me and i only write random crap that someone reading STILL wont learn anything about me.
oh well. iguess i keep it to keep me sane.

or sane-er.

today was a veryvery cold day. hah! stating the obvious i knoww.
so interesting story: last night in a freak accident i jammed my right big toe reeeally badly and well. it was painful. so this morning i couldnt put on any of my shoes so i wore rainbows to school, thinking it wouldnt rain. HAHA silly me. so it starts raining. ehh i'll survive. but after second period, its not just raining. its POOURRING. and um. my toes are frozen? funny thing was, my toes were soo cold that i couldnt feel the pain in my bigtoe anymore. haha! so i went to the health office, gave them my little shpiel (the nurse looked at my sandals and was like WTF?!), and called my mom and asked her to bring my uggggggs. (btw dont hate on uggs. they may be "ugg-ly" but they are soo warm!) and a bigger warmer jacketcoat.
and so, once again, the day is saved thanks to ... the powerpuff girls! no. my mom.
i miss that show.
and also. today was my first rainy day lunch at penn. weeeird but before whenever it rained it'd always kinda cease by the time it was lunch.
so i had no ideeeea what to do at lunch. jessica and i ended up going to the library and sneakeating our lunch in a secluded corner. ONLY TO GET CAUGHT by the nasty librarian who scared the shiiitocks outta me. but it was okay. she just told us not to leave our trash in the shelves. like we'd do that.

now moving on to my random stuffff
lets seee. soo, im supposed to be studying for my apush test, envisci test, and eng vocab final. eng vocab shouldnt be too bad, jagds class is kind of a joke (sometimes, sorry karma!). eeh envisci test is supposed to be opennote and he might make it a quiz and maybe even extra credit (he's getting generous because our class is faaailing), aand apush test. hmm well, i SHOULD be studying for that one.
i really need to raise my grade in that class.

OHWELL!

so things that are bugggin me these days.
1)COLLEGE
2)school
3)CHRISTMAS SHOPPING
4)stupid people
lol scratch four...kindof

soo
1) college college collllleeege. sure im not a senior yet i dont even understaaand. but living with a senior and kind of witnessing/experiencing what hes going through is giving me the heebyjeeebies. i gotta get ON that next year! and also, my mom is freaking out hearing all this news about how soandso got into cornell and soandso got into yale and blahblahhhhh. so she harps on how i should do that how i should study so i can be JUSTLIKE"THATONEGIRL". its kind of hmm. whats the word. demoralizing. its not like i dont try hard. and the people she compares me to! theyre geniuses! i just wish she can understand that some people are just smarter than i will ever be. and that not everrrrrybody can get into harvard yale cornell princeton. im flattered actually that she even assumes im in the category as these smarties. i mean, yeeeah i want to go to a good prestigious college but is that what its all about? just to say: i went to *enter ivyleague college here* and get applause?? arent we supposed to go to a school where you feel comfortable and happy??? I DONT KNOWWW. frick. if im like this NOW imagine me NEXTYEAR
sheeeeeeeeeeesh.
well moving on, even though i've got a lot more to say on that topic.
2) school. is any more info necessary? i mean seriously. 5 days of torture.
3) christmas shopping!! oh nooo! i need to uhh get started on that. christmas is only EIGHT DAYS AWAAY. but i need monnneyy. i actually did make about 200 some dollars from all that dumb quartet work i did buuut theyre all in checks. and my mamma needs to cash em. hmm i dont know what to get anybody.
4) stupid people. lol i dont know. i just put that there. i dont actually mean like stupid people. its just at this moment when im freaking out and stressing over anything and everything there are just a couplee of people that are really ticking me off. my apush teacher! :O my math tutor and well someone else. but im not going to actually write his/her name here.

and i'll leave it at that.
pahahaha

wheew.
i should get back to studddying.