summerschool.

so i think i'll get back in the habit of blogging just about my day/ week/ life.
this means two things: 1) increase in my blog posts and 2) decrease in quality of writing (like it could get worse). in other words, a lot of times these new blogs will now be of no substantial value to you, reader. in other other words, you can stop reading now.

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i am currently sitting in my sociology class, which i haven't been to all week LOL.. it's not because i'm not getting to school on time but rather cus i usually forget to do an assignment for my last class and have to spend this time in the library crunching out some work.
it's a shame, really, because i actually like the things i learn in this class. i was skeptical at first because sociology has such a stigma as a stupid major but i'd say this is my favorite class of the three i'm currently taking. the class is cheerily titled "social problems" and is just about all the societal issues we have in the U.S. at this very moment, we are looking at a picture of osama bin laden's watch hahahaha. we're discussing globalization. but yes, it's been pretty eye-opening to learn about all these things and it's another reminder of how much i care for these kinds of matters. oh, my professor just talked about kpop too! woohoo. i really think my work with FNF and also just the fact that i'm continually learning about the corruptions and injustices that happen in this world are nurturing a desire for me to do something or anything to help. dream job? superhero. hah.

sidenote: wow (this might be a little inapropro but..) i really like the jacket osama's wearing in this picture LOL.

but like any mighty endeavor, i really need to think about how to tackle this issue and fulfill this desire in my greatest capacity. what am i good at? where can i utilize my talents in a way that will achieve these things best?? i suck at science. so i will probably not try to be a doctor superhero or a scientist superhero or a chemical superhero. i need to figure out where i'll be of most use!!
i think that's why i enjoy working at freedom and fashion so much. it's advocacy and fighting human rights violations but from the fashion/ creative arts perspective. who would've thought such a thing existed?

and likewise, i really need to figure out what my talents are in order to fulfill my purpose for just.. life. it means little to desire to glorify God if i cant and dont do anything to achieve it. it' great if i have that kind of mentality but why wouldnt i want to tackle this issue with my best foot forward to? how can i utilize my skillset to best glorify God?

so basically, WHAT AM I GOOD AT?!
the million dollar question!

what the heck. how did i even get on this subject. i was just going to talk about my day LOL. i've been wired to type analyses and not just "fluff". i will fix this.

anyway, going to skip my next class to meet diana for lunch and then meeting weenie for coffee and then dinela w my sc gals! wooooo. sucks though because i am literally dirt poor. ALL my money is going to missions. i will just consider dinela a worthy investment. i would never get such expensive food for so little!

okay, i am blabbering now. good bye! we are now watching an indian documentary!