BLAHBLAHBLAH

my blog just got a facelift.
dunno what possessed me to suddenly desire such change.. or even come back to my blogspot buut, here i am.
(to be honest, i think it's partially because i hated how my old design made all my posts skinny and therefore appear to be a LOT longer.. LOL)

but yea, i think this random urge to blog is my way of mentally preparing myself for torture again. i have a paper (a MIDTERM, no less) due on wednesday and no idea where to start or even go. i literally had to brace myself before i read the prompt and started spinning into brainstorming madness.. im not sure im capable of writing intelligibly anymore. i mean, i guess i'm doing something of that sort right now but could you imagine if i wrote a paper in this style? with this tone? and this "voice"? you know what i'd get for my ramblings? a bigg fat (wt)F. so yea, i consider bloggin a different universe.

im glad that im getting back into the habit of blogging though. it lets me clean out my mind. hahaha, i still laugh when i read my blog name. probably the longest name any of my followers have. i think it was an impulsive decision/ random (somewhat joking) idea that just kinda stuck. fun fact: when i FIRST made my blogspot, i had it simply titled: "musings." oh the changes..

hmm, this blog is turning into another mess-o-thoughts blog. luvit. oh, another fun fact: i usually have a harder time deciding what to title my blogs than actually getting into the writing process. the decision is too crucial.. and specific.. especially for these kinds of incongruous posts. BLAHBLAHBLAH. (damn, should have made that my title.. should i change it?! YES I SHALL. now you all will never know what my original, carefully thought out title was MUAHA.. and by "you all" i mean nobody because nobody reads this anymore!)

why am i still awake anyway? i told myself i'd sleep early so that i could wake up early and go to the gym (hohoho). my sleeping habits were finally starting to resemble that of a normal human being's too.. it's prolly cus my hair's still wet. i hate hate hate sleeping with wet hair (hmm, is that fun fact #3? dang, what a fun and factual blog post!)

you know what'd be wise? if i spent this time starting my midterm paper instead of blogging. it must be nice to be wise..

gyah, bracing myself for another busy week. but i think i'm starting to figure out the rhythm of errythang. gettin' the hang of it. it's kind of nice having a lot to do.. but i do miss out on prime thinking time.. maybe my blogs will be richer and more interesting then. more brain barf right?

all right, i'll leave it at that. i really should work on that silly paper. dang, i cant believe im already in... week.. 7?? holyyyyy...