hmm.

as i dropped off forehead paik tonight, i was struck with a most peculiar, kinda hilarious, and rather depressing epiphany...

i would make a really good boyfriend.


so sad, so true.
well, for starters, my height. many of my friends have hugged me and said "i want my boyfriend to be your height!" oorr when we take pictures and i put my arm over their shoulder, they say "dude! your arm is like perfect boyfriend level!". sigh.

next, my aggressive nature. if somebody messes with my friends, they mess with me. loll no joke though, i can be nasty if someone messes enough with my closest friends. so, i'd be a very cool i'll-stand-up-for-you boyfriend.

i've also noticed that i take very good care of my friends.
OH, this actually might be something that triggered my epiphany: so, tonight i went to poquito mas with hyunjean& paik for our school's spanish honor society fundraiser. in order for shs to get the proceeds though, we need to print out a flier. hj asked me to print an extra for her so i did, and in the process i printed one for paik too, figuring she'd forget (not unusual at all). i then went to pick up paik (another boyfriend quality) and as we're going i mentioned the flier to which she promptly responded "OHHHH SHOOT!" and when i said, "yea, i printed an extra for you, dont worry" she starts blabbering about how she needs a husband like me. loll.
so yea, i like to kinda take care of my friends. i pick them up and give them rides when they need, i worry about them, and just look out for them. oh, and also, after i drop off paik (actually, anytime i drop anyone off) i wait until she get inside. in paik's case though, i think it might just be to make sure she has her key (too many instances where she's forgotten lol).

another thing is i totally drive like a guy. haha. my driving posture= guy. one hand on the wheel, slouched back, leg up on the side, and always fiddling with the radio. i also get irritated when i drive easily and yell/ make snide remarks at people when they 1)drive slow 2)cut me off 3)do stupid things. finally, as i've alluded to many times before, i am not the most cautious driver. i speed and i like making my car swerve just to freak out my friends, etc. LOLL, must be because i've had a heavy dose of guydriving from my lovely older brother (who may have been the epitome of nasty guy driver).

hmm, what else. OH, i have really dry hands. LOLLL noojoke. yes, my hands do occasionally get clammy (ie. when im taking tests, i've been playing violin for too long, or when it's extremely hot and i've been holding onto something for a while) but overall, my hands are always dry (to the point where i actually need lotion). so in europe, my strange friend mari, thought it'd be fun to hold my hand like EVERYWHERE and she told me she would want a guy with hands like mine so they dont get clammy when she holds them. hahaha. this might be my best boyfriend quality.

mmm, finally, im just kinda like a guy, overall. im down to ball or play football, baseball, hell, anything, anytime. haha. i eat like a pig. i practically have the build of a guy (thanks, dad) and i like fast pretty cars, playing video games, and watching sports.

unfortunately, this poses some issues for me. because 1) for the height part, an ideal boyfriend would actually have to be me for me. so.. even taller than i am. 2) having the qualities of a guy, generally puts you in the "friend category" and nowhere else and 3) i feel so guyish (hahasigh)


so guys, anytime you want to learn how to be ideal boyfriend material. i'll be your role model. LOL



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and on a side, totally unrelated, note:

i'd like to take this time to let you all know that in the process of trying to delete a funny picture of himself on my camera, my dad has erased all of my pictures with the exception of that one picture. the crafty side of me already had that picture locked! BLAHG