SATs!

i wrote this last year and i cant help but feel as if this sums up my blogs perfectly: "i find it really strange that i am reviving my blog during midterms.
haha, i think i wind up blogging at times when i need all the time i can get to study as a strong act of defiance... to my education?"

LOL. but seriously, that's no good! ohwell.
so tomorow i have my SAT subject tests. yucky. these subject tests are going to be super crucial to whether i get into the colleges i want or not but i feel like the more important the test is, the more i skirt the responsibilities. ha.

i was feeling super stressed and-- i dont really know how to coin the phrase but like... burdened? or i felt like i was being crushed down by some unknown force of SAT INYOFACE. buuut i told myself, just a little more facebooking cant hurt. &OH i really wanted to see something on youtube! and now, blogtime. arg. the funniest part is that i awknowledge the fact that im avoiding studying by doing these things yet i dont stop.

im taking the subject tests this month- all three, very frantically- because i wanted to finish my subject tests so that i can report them when i apply early. however, i realized today that the college im applying to early, emerson college, DOES NOT REQUIRE SAT SUBJECT TESTS. OHMYGOODNESS!!
it's fantastic because i dont feel very confident about us history (it's been awhile) but i cant help but feel ripped off. not money-wise but.. stress-wise haha. i wish i could move the test to next month. actually, i could. buut ima just take them tomorow, see how i do and hopefully lessen the heat for next month.

better get astudyin'