[from my xanga: dated june6,2008. so i guess the last few days of sophomore year? oh the angst.]
as I sit here at about 2 in the morning making cookies,
i realized many things.
at times, it feels like life sucks...at many times.
but all the hardships that we endure and live through, we'll get over it, no matter what. and once we do, there is a life to be lived.
"carpe diem" means live your life to the fullest.
thats what i wanna do.
sometimes i just feel like i spend too much time. worrying about stupid frivolous things such as what to wear, how i look, grades. but i've come to realize (from the family bible studies that my family has recently taken up) that in the end it doesnt even matter.
yes. i jsut quoted linkin park.
i was talking with sally the other day& we were talking about our purpose in life. why do we endure so much pain and suffering and go through this life if it is really only a prelogue to our REAL life, our life in heaven with God?
it seeems soo pointlesss.
but hey, im not one to question The Big Man.
i just wish i could ask him questions sometimes...
theres so much i'd like to know.
…
i smell like cookies.
1 comment:
hellooooo
soooo i liked this post. well i like all ur posts but ya.... it reminded me of mr colin's class with all the mentions of pain and suffering anywayss
i feel ya. life is hard. but you know, there's so much good stuff in life too! and i think we go thru this pain because its part of life and in our lives on earth we're supposed to try to relieve others of pain. i dono if i worded that right but i hav to go do hw right now so ya thats all i hav 2 say.
i lof uuuuu!! :)
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