excessive blogs= there are many other things i should be doing right now.

sigh, i am now left with 3 hours and 35 minutes of summer.

i haven't opened Heart of Darkness since July except when i moved it to and from places and occasionally dropped it. but im hoping to get by with sparknotes and skimming. cheers to senior year.


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my brother's absence hasn't really hit me yet. well, im not sad or feel any different than before... but today, i realized that my life has indeed changed since my brother's departure.
why, you ask?
...

i have to take out the trash.
oh woe woe woe.

oh and we cleaned out his desk today. so now i have to sit next to my ever-so-distracting little brother.


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today, while cleaning out my brother's desk/ the whole house my mom found my 8th grade report card. she heaved a very koreanmotherly dramatic sigh and handed it to me, wordlessly.

in 8th grade i had almost straight A+'s with the occasional A's and one A-. i totally remember when getting an A- was bad news. unfortunately, now, getting a B is good and getting a C is bad news. this is why my mom has hope for me...
oh, how far we have fallen.



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note to self: must blog about ridiculous college emails/ letters that give seniors a false sense of security.



ps: i was wrong, my blogger is on korean on any computer. WHY?!! at least i know how to change it.